polyjitter

22 • it/they/she • aka taciturasa, adriene • i like stories and interactions and stuff

I wanted to make a fake album tracklist, so i did. here it is.


synthpop-y throwback-ish upbeat album with a few acoustic and noisy/pc influences. about bottling up emotions and discomfort until they have nowhere to go and everything comes out all at once, destroying every relationship in the process.

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The following is a piece I wrote and posted to Medium circa 2018. It is incredibly rough, and reflects emotions I no longer connect with, but I still enjoy a lot of what I did here. Enjoy!

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#thoughts

  • my thinkpad (x230t) is dead. structural failure, according to the subreddit. keeps randomly turning itself off, even when not under strain. fun.

  • my biomom has a spare macbook laying around (2016, unsure if reg/pro), that shes gonna send me. ive never owned a macos device, so that should be fine at least.

  • why the hell haven't scrolling tiling wms caught on? for reference, this is a window manager with the typical tiling features, but instead of being limited to multiple pages that are the size your screen, the entire workspace infinitely scrolls left to right. it is so incredibly nice to use, i sincerely do not get why it hasn't caught on. the only one around is paperwm, which while fine, is very buggy. i want this feature standalone from gnome, though! something comparable in elementary os would make me switch back to elementary in a heartbeat.

  • i hate to be the one to whine about the “crazy ex”, but i am so sick of my ex of 4 months currently. they essentially tried to bar me from all our shared social circles, after i started dating someone FOUR MONTHS after we broke up. and they keep reaching out to “apologize”, then promptly blocking me on whatever platform they're on immediately afterwards. a tiring mess, is what it is.

nothing substantial to post currently. just thoughts. i hope to have some more interesting content in the next few days, because writing fiction or thought pieces is definitely therapeutic.

Today is the 6th anniversary of the album Worlds, by Porter Robinson. It's a synthpop album with a heavy influence from internet, gaming, and anime culture. It's a deeply emotional, soft, and introspective album, especially coming from an artist who was previously known for his incredibly extroverted complextro/EDM in the past.

And it's the album that shaped who I am.

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The following are pieces I wrote when attempting to contribute to the lore of an antigravity racing game, which I will not mention here. I have preserved them so you may see them and enjoy.

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This is a pretty loaded statement, so let's break it down.

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The following is a list of other social media you can find me on.


Twitter

Reddit

Mastodon

last.fm

Discord @taciturasa#4365

i love the way the reading experience on write.as works, will be posting to read.write a lot, will try my very best to not post incredible cursed content. hi there!

Using this template? Share your journey and experiences with #discordnomic on Twitter!

This is a template to create a Discord-based game of Nomic, a game of making, creating, and changing itself, yourself. Think of it as Twitch Plays Game Design.

The basic gist is that the game starts with nothing but a set of mechanics to be able to propose and vote on changes to the game.

People can then suggest changes to the rules, others vote on them, and the game goes in wild directions chasing various different goals and ends, getting wildly more complex as it continues.

What counts as winning or losing, how you win or lose, or even if it's called winning or losing – it's all up to you, and what you want to do!

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